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Eric,
Ever since the day we "met" online, we clicked. There was something there that drew us together, at great cost to us both.
We worked so hard to be together. And ever since, we have been through so many ups and downs that sometimes we feel like
we are on a teeter-totter. There are times when we say things that we don't mean to one another, and there are times when
there is no better place in the world to be than in each others arms. I just want you to know that regardless of what we
say to one another other, I think that ultimately, it is in each others arms that we truly belong....and I hope you feel the
same way.
"Where heaven meets Earth...I find you..."
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What is faith anyway? The dictionary defines it as 'confident belief in the truth, value, or trustworthiness of a person,
idea, or thing. Loyalthy to a person or thing; allegiance.' I have all this in you. You and I came together during a leap
of faith. Each of us gave up much to be with the other. The Gods put us together for a reason - and it did not take us long
to figure out that reason. Ill never forget that one amazing day that we spend in the gardens. It was simply all that I
could ever hope for. As much as it was not as much fun hiking to be where you wanted to take me, in the end it was all worth
it. Walking through those gardens with you and seeing the butterflies, smelling the flowers, feeling the sun upon our backs
and just being together...and sitting together in the gazebo together and just BEING together - just us and nature - was more
than I could hope for - and everything I had ever wanted. Between that moment and the moment we shared at the pool that one
night, I knew that there was no one else for me that this skinny, punny, shy, sexy man for me :) Since that moment we have
obviously been through hell and back and there and back and there again and back. But each time we take that journey down
together, we climb back up the ladder together - rung by rung - and at the top we cling together and love one another as we
always have. And to me, that is more important than even the most intense argument. Ok, so we may have made a few bad choices
regarding the pace of our relationship, however, we HAVE indeed made those choices, and it is up to that faith, that fiath
that brought us together in love in the first place, to keep us there and keep us to our promises. I know sometimes, as I
said, we say things we don't mean - but we both know we don't mean them deep down. I KNOW you love me, and you know I love
you. There is no one else for me other than you. So let us keep the faith in our relationship - the force that brought us
together - and keep our faith in each other - and in us. Ive always loved you, I love you now, and I always will....you are
my anam cara Eric and I love u.
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